I'm so sorry that I haven't been here for a while. I have to say that I find the site' slightly difficult, but that's no excuse really. Sometimes it's painful to write what I feel. You would be driving me mad by now with Christmas tree's, lights etc as you really liked Christmas - so as usual it is hard, not only now but any time of the year. I have a few things that I need to 'enter' onto the Journal but I will do that later. You would have laughed - I had to renew Norton which I did but didn't realised it had to be 'downloaded' but all is well now. Everything that you would have dealt with obviously now I am having to do. We all realise that we would have said 'George can you do this' or 'Dad, can you fix that'. That sounds like we miss you just for these things but I can assure you without question that is not the reason. We just miss you being here and love you so much.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx