We lost you October 2013 at the age of 68. Your 69th birthday on 18th May 2014 is the first birthday after you had to go. It has been a very hard day to get through. Upsetting and emotional but we wanted to celebrate your day by the family getting together, as we would have done before, but we went out for lunch instead of everyone coming to you at home with cards and presents. We made a toast to you. You are never far from our hearts and minds, we all think of you daily and love you very much. Ewan released a balloon with your name on it wishing you a happy birthday. He and Liam miss you too. It is just impossible to put into words the loss we all feel. Lots and Lots of Love to you xxxxxxxxxxx